I do, I really do!
I look back on 2009 from the date I found the lump in January, through all my treatment and the fact that I won't start feeling myself until the new year and it upsets me because my entire world has been turned upside down.
.At this point; I know I should be grateful. Grateful that I found the lump and it hadn't spread and I am having treatment and I am alive but I feel as though I was FORCED onto a roller coaster ride I didn't want to go on and my life has run away with me. Roller coasters make you feel YUK so I think its a fairly good description of life as a cancer fighter
:0( No running
:0( No swimming
:0( No dog grooming business although some of my customers have been incredibly loyal
:0( I have missed out on so much fun with my kids; zoo trips, camping, riding........
:0( So tired all of the time I hate having to choose what activity I will do today
:0( Missed a great Take That Tribute party on 13th Feb when I was being sliced open
:0( Missed out on trips away with my friend
:0( Didn't get that family holiday abroad we were longing for
Ooooooh I could go on and on and on and on and on and on
Sorry I am being a bit moany today but sometimes being a Cancer Fighter makes me cross!