I thought that because I was feeling good and more myself that sleep would return....... How wrong I was!!!!
The last few nights I have been awake despite trying to prepare myself for sleep such as reading etc which usually works a treat. Last night I was awake until 3.30am - I kept looking at Jasons bedside clock wishing the time to pass. Harry joined us then which would have made sleep even more impossible so I put on my dressing gown and took myself off to Harrys bed which, at the moment is a mattress on the floor because we are having new carpets fitted.
I managed to fall asleep at around 4.30am then up at 7am to sort out the rooms ready for the carpet people.
So why can't I sleep? I have vivid nightmares/dreams too. They evoke real emotions within me which I find disturbing when I wake.
Lets hope this phase will pass hey.
The new carpets are being fitted as I type..... I am so excited!