Well, I had my BLUE day yesterday and I thought today just might be pink but its not, its YELLOW.
I have noticed a pattern with my emotional fight with cancer and when I have a BLUE day which I actually call my day of "self pity" and "wallowing in self pity" it is followed by a YELLOW day which is when I feel as though someone has poured a bucket of freezing cold water over my head and I am washed with the realisation that.....bloody hell....... I had cancer....... what if it comes back!
I had such a feeling today and it put my day of self pity (my BLUE) day into perspective.
So I am going to deal with my YELLOW day and tomorrow I know for sure its going to be PINK!